Current mood:

calm

The last bit of it all;
So the time has come to now and it's two days away from enlistment. I spent the past few days at Huang Cheng chalet, having dinner with my extended family and aunts and all, running around on little things here and there.

I feel like I've maximized my time. Other than the 20 hours hibernation cycle I went into after I hiked around the island on the 15km urban trip. We went down to Tanglin and Holland from Commonwealth and went through Orchard to Esplanade, before finishing through Shenton Way and HarbourFront.

Watching the first sunrise of the new year from the deck of Vivo City was quite surreal, mostly because I was microsleeping half the time. I enjoyed the hike with Ben and Shuyuan anyway, right after Watch Night service.

...

I want to find a sense of purpose when I walk into BMTC. I was thinking about things and I just realized that I'm starting to find it slowly. I'm doing it for my 二舅, I'm doing it for God, I'm doing it for myself.

To fight the good fight, to run the race and to keep the faith. I want to say that.